G0t it! yeah!!

asslamualaikum.

i just g0t my prince charming name just n0w.
really fcking hepy. yadayada!!!
he is the coolest person that i ever kn0w.
even yesterday im dating with my l0vely friend and her bf till night, he never feel envy.
c?? h0w supp0rting he is.

n t0day, its time 4 me t0 dating with him. n yeah, my l0vely friend will c0me al0ng.
hahahahaha. po0r my baby n0tty. yet, my baby n0tty will g0 anywhere i g0 (b0oooo).
let me just tell his name.
his name is s0nic. y s0nic? c0z he is blue. he can sing a s0ng blue dabedidabedi ngeh2x.
the thing that s0nic dislikes are when s0me1 sm0ke near him.
he als0 dislike is oppression, and maybe some other stuff.
and yeah, he is 0bvi0sly l0ves t0 runs. he can run all al0ng a day.
just feed him with an energy. hahahaha.

0ke maleh nk taip pepnjang. k0rg bkn phm hape p0n. heh!
nah pic my prince charming s0nic.


*n 0fc0z my baby s0nic c0l0red are blue. ala, yg d tgh2 tu. malulah!!*

p/s: nm s0nic cm mat salleh je kn? tp asal dr mesia gak. hempeh ja nm. arghh.. lantak lah!!!

new life. deal with it!!

assalamualaikum

i think my brain are overload with all shitting stuff in my head.
l0ve? argh.. n0t in this demming time. me need t0 f0cus with my career first.
is it fair nk kawen awl2 tnpa berk0rban utk mama n papa? naaaahhh.. me d0nt think s0.
but why l0ve still running and seaching f0r me? huh!! hate it.

i d0nt want t0 feel like this. feel like me d0esn't exist in y0ur life.
eventh0ugh i keep av0iding this l0ve bullshit thing. feel like i d0nt even want t0 get married.
but, s0meh0w im av0iding it, yeah, still he can f0und me.

h0w c0uld he l0ve me but he d0esn't want t0 marry me?
i l0ve him!! i really d0. but, y he treat me like this? like a plastic bag, flying when wind bl0ws 0n it.
kau kal0 xm0 kawen ngan aku, utk apa aku dating ngan kau? buang masa tahu?? T_T
im willing t0 sacrifice all my life, my property (mcm la ada kn?) n my all t0 u.
but please d0nt hurt me with ur w0rd t0wards me. its fcuking hurt u kn0w?

and yeah, my feeling cant b ign0re. u already did it 0nce.
n i never giving up 0n us. i still accept u as my boo.

but, i cant stand with u anym0re.
ur attitude make me sick.
s0metimes, u did d0 stuck n stuborn. muak tahu?

its 0ke. my feeling can b heal.
i have s0meb0dy n0w.
d0nt blame me c0z im in l0ve with an0ther h0ttes+cute+gantle guy. muahahaha
i didn't get his name yet. but i guess he suit me well.
n yeah, me will inf0rm u guys b0ut my prince charming.
just wait my an0ther p0st. till then, daa..

p/s: tegeliat jejari runcing aku taip bahasa minah salleh ni. huh!!!

SUMPAH!! aku rindu 'DIA'

Assalamualaikum.

sungguh. aku ssh nk meluahkan.

4 august 2012 ritu aku mimpi arwah.

aku mimpi dia jlnkn rutin harian dia cm besa.

balik umah, msk sumting kt dapur, p0ng pang p0ng pang. mkn.

aku tgk ja dia dr jauh.

then, tiba 21 March 2012,

aku taw yg dia akn excident.

sedih. sblm dia kuar umah utk g keja,

aku pel0k n cium dia sungguh2. besemangat!!

dia pelik ngan perlakuan aku 2.

aku wt xendah. dia p0n xt0lak bila aku pel0k n cium2 dia.

pas2 bila kaki dia nk kuar umah,

air mata aku da bjurai2 jat0h kt pipi.

sblm sempat dia naek keta, aku p0n terjaga.

aku sedar2 air mata aku mmg mengalir.

ya allah..

aku menangis dlm mimpi.

tr0s cecpt bc Al-Fatihah utk arwah bnyk2.

p/s: utk arwah, aku sentiasa mend0akan kam0 d sana. setiap sujud dan tidurku, akn aku selitkan bersama d0a2 utk kesejahteraan kamu.

p/s lg: utk para pembaca, tlg sedekahkn Al-Fatihah utk arwah.

note: aku menaip smbil menangis. staff dpn aku ni pandang peliks je. ada gak nnt mkn penamp0 free. wt keja la weh. aku xpa la. ni keja aku. hahaha. meng0ng.