new life. deal with it!!

assalamualaikum

i think my brain are overload with all shitting stuff in my head.
l0ve? argh.. n0t in this demming time. me need t0 f0cus with my career first.
is it fair nk kawen awl2 tnpa berk0rban utk mama n papa? naaaahhh.. me d0nt think s0.
but why l0ve still running and seaching f0r me? huh!! hate it.

i d0nt want t0 feel like this. feel like me d0esn't exist in y0ur life.
eventh0ugh i keep av0iding this l0ve bullshit thing. feel like i d0nt even want t0 get married.
but, s0meh0w im av0iding it, yeah, still he can f0und me.

h0w c0uld he l0ve me but he d0esn't want t0 marry me?
i l0ve him!! i really d0. but, y he treat me like this? like a plastic bag, flying when wind bl0ws 0n it.
kau kal0 xm0 kawen ngan aku, utk apa aku dating ngan kau? buang masa tahu?? T_T
im willing t0 sacrifice all my life, my property (mcm la ada kn?) n my all t0 u.
but please d0nt hurt me with ur w0rd t0wards me. its fcuking hurt u kn0w?

and yeah, my feeling cant b ign0re. u already did it 0nce.
n i never giving up 0n us. i still accept u as my boo.

but, i cant stand with u anym0re.
ur attitude make me sick.
s0metimes, u did d0 stuck n stuborn. muak tahu?

its 0ke. my feeling can b heal.
i have s0meb0dy n0w.
d0nt blame me c0z im in l0ve with an0ther h0ttes+cute+gantle guy. muahahaha
i didn't get his name yet. but i guess he suit me well.
n yeah, me will inf0rm u guys b0ut my prince charming.
just wait my an0ther p0st. till then, daa..

p/s: tegeliat jejari runcing aku taip bahasa minah salleh ni. huh!!!